2003年
10月
2003/10/31
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Today's words & sentences
fancy: the power of calling up things to the mind and of forming mental pictures (often a passive process). (Cf. 'imagination', in which the mind is more active.); 空想・幻想
wild fancy: 妄想
2003/10/30
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今日の結論
「荒れ地を耕して、水を張ってからでないと、いきなり苗を植えても枯れてしまうんですよ」
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2003/10/29
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俺としては、俺の後で経理がうまくいくことは大歓迎。
その一方で、もしうまくいかなくて課長代理がやめるようなら、俺の前任・俺・俺の後任と悉く退くことによって、俺の退任も俺だけの責任でないことがあからさまになるので、俺のプライドが満たされる。
しかし、今回の事件は、原因が原因だけに、釈然としないひっかかりが俺の中である。
昼休みに聞いたのだが、昼から仕事にならなかった。
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2003/10/28
今日も集中できていた。本格的に文書管理を行っていくということで、課長と合意した。
棚とドキュメントクリップだけとはいえ、環境を変えるということはプラスになる。
2003/10/27
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2003/10/25
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2003/10/24
Today's key word
反転衝動
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2003/10/23
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Today's words & sentences
prize: value highly; esteem.
bitter: painful; causing sorrow; hard to bear; 切ない
2003/10/20
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Today's words & sentences
blame: find fault with.
job interview: (就職の)面接
interview: asking questions and getting opinions.
desparate: beyond hope; extremely serious or dangerous. paying no attention to danger; ready to do anything and not caring what happens because hope has gone.
development: 開発
reasonable: having reason; able to reason; 筋の通った
reckless: without care; thinking nothing of the consequences; rash; 無謀な
consequence: a result; an event which follows upon something else.
distress: cause pain, sorrow, anxiety or suffering to.
anxiety: a feeling of fear and uncertainty about the future or about something unknown.
straight by nature: 根が素直、根が正直
help: 避ける
nevertheless: however; still; in spite of that.
2003/10/19
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I got up and thought with smoking. My families was sleeping. It was limited that I could do.
I found to do. Washing car was the best. So I washed car over two hours.
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I ate lunch. Lunch was Tako-yaki. It spent three hours.
I had my hair cut in barbar in evening.
2003/10/18
It's delicate that I could keep the rule today. It's difficult to keep it.
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今日の社是
忍耐とは成功に至るまで貫くことである。
あ、忍耐で思い出したが、4月に退職した工場倉庫のおじさん、窮地。
先日は俺に三万円貸してくれと言って来た。お馬鹿さん。たっぷりと説教して差し上げました。
貧すれば鈍する。早よ働け。フラフラすんな。
能力のある人間は、その能力を発揮するのが使命。
あと、いくら責任を取るとはいえ、自分と相手の立場をわきまえずに中出しするのはやめてください。今更言っても遅いけど。
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いや〜、ドロドロした人間模様をながめる立場になったが、やっぱりイヤだねぇ。
努めて明るく対処してますけどね。
2003/10/17
It seems that the failuer isn't the big accident.
But I have been on the loose for a few weeks. God or Buddha looks me and teaches me the loose.
I decided to bind myself by rule. The rule is a silence on working time. I'm going to keep the rule in one week.
Today, I could keep roughly it.
Today's words & sentences
on the loose: free from the restraints of morality or discipline; having a time of enjoyment.
restraints: restraining or being restrained; selfcontrol.
restrain: hold back; suppress; prevent from doing something.
discipline: a state of order and obedience; training of the mind and character.
2003/10/16
"And endless this darkness, repeated regret, these are the actuality that makes tomorrow."
I failed. It is no use crying over spilt milk.
2003/10/13
When I removed contact lens, I broke it in my right eye.
It was terrible. I felt strong ache in right eye and tears ran.
I hurried to go to bathroom. I made my face into bowl filled with water and shook. But the piece of lens didn't remove.
I returned my room with ache. I looked mirror, I could find the piece. But it seems difficult to remove. I tried to push my eyelid, it was removed!
I made it!
I must go to hospital tomorrow.
Today's words & sentences
eyelid: 瞼
2003/10/12
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久しぶりに Photoshop LE をさわりましたが、なんか他のアプリとバッティングするのか、トイレから帰ってくると Win2000 ごとご臨終されてしまいます。まぁ、大きい方でない限りは大丈夫のため、そのまま作業をしましたが。
あと、OPELA と IE の動作の違いに頭に来てましたね。
2003/10/08
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Today's words & sentences
pretend to 〜: 〜のふりをする
might as well 〜: 〜しようかな、〜しても良いのではないですか
dear: いとしい
opportunity: a convenient or favourable time or occasion; a good chance.
irresolute: hesitating.
hesitate: show uncertainty, doubt or unwillingness.
2003/10/07
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After I entered the bookstore, I felt my body with heat from shame.
Today's words & sentences
take one's courage in both hands: collect one's energy for a bold act.
collect: bring or gather together.
bold: ready to do things that may be dangerous.
embarrass: cause a feeling of anxiety, perplexity or confusion so that one is uncomfortable and does not know what to do or say.
anxiety: a feeling of fear and uncertainty about the future or about something unknown.
perplex: make difficult to understand.
confusion: 混乱、困惑、狼狽
compel: force a person to do something.
shame: the painful feeling caused by having done something wrong, dishonourable, fookish, etc.
2003/10/06
Clock rang at five o'clock. I woke. I had missed to set alarm last night. I has been sleepy.
My mind wasn't bad condition today. I can change my mind on business. But I have gotten awkwarder and awkwarder after business.
Today's words & sentences
awkward: causing a person to feel trouble or inconvenience; embarrassing.
2003/10/05
I went to Kyoto station to get contact lenses. It is the first time. And I want to get glasses.
After thirty minites, nurses and doctor began to test my eyes.
Nurse taught me how to wear a contact lens. But it was too difficult so it spent for twenty minites.
After wearing, the world cleared. When I looked mirror, I noticed my face was fat. I must be on a diet.
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Today's words & sentences
have ... in mind: ...のことを考えている
concentrate: give all one's attention, etc.
2003/10/03
When I sought on the Internet, I saw someone's diary casually.
She said,"You should do."
I understood what she wanted to say. But I said.
"What?"
"You should do like this."
I smiled a bitter smile on my mind. She has been sharp.
I could say nothing.
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Today's words & sentences
sought: seek の過去・過去分詞
casual: happening by chance; unexpected.
IPO: Initial Public Offering.
2003/10/02
I'm tired and sleepy. I rode bicycle over an hours for two successive days. It is unusual. My body is weak.
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Today's words & sentences
successive: following immediately one after another.
beady: small, like beads, as 'beady eyes'(small, bright and shining).
bead: a small, round ball of wood, glass, etc. with a hole through it so that it may be put on a string or wire. ビーズ
certainly: without doubt.
waste: use without a good purpose or result; spend extravagantly or uselessly.
effort: putting forth strength (of mind or body); trying hard.
wasted effort: 無駄な努力